Sarevok9 (sarevok9) wrote,

Once upon a dream

These past few weeks while the FBI have been investigating me.... I've felt so very.... empty. Numb. Like things are about to come to an abrupt halt. Things were going pretty well before all this happened. I was stressed about work, school, and a hard semester.... now I'm stressed about jail, people tearing through my shit (my horrible, terrible nightmares of privacy invasion are all coming true in the most vivid forms.)

I'm just left.... wanting.

Wanting to wake up to all of this being a nightmare. Wanting to wake up to all of this being.... somehow made up, or just something I hallucinated.

I feel like I'm moments away from snapping and breaking apart. I feel like everything is becoming too much... I don't know what to do. I feel like I should be doing something better... I feel like I should be much more self-sufficient, much more self-reliant, and much more prepared to face to world around me.

Solar wind.
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