I want you to get back sooner than later, but more importantly I want things to be perfect... but not planned out 'perfect'. I want this to be something organic that grows into something that consumes both of us violently. I want something to destroy what I am and make me into something more beautifully intricate than I can fathom. I want you to be the apple of my eye, but distant enough not to make me hate you for your affection.
Every time you answer a question I have 3 or 4 more that takes its place. It's frustrating in a that leaves me speechless and wanting more. I miss you.